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Monday, May 9, 2011

♥ Therefore we will not fear

I've been sleeping so much I'm half determined to not sleep at all tonight :/ yesterday I was just feeling all stressed and hugging my zebra and, as always, when that happens - I fell asleep.

Damn. But I was just reading Krystle's message and I was thinking: why couldn't I cling on to God's word when I was stressed? It's as if the Word just disappears from my mind when I'm stressed. Okay I'll think of prayer, worship, praise and stuff, but what happens to the Word of God? I realize the Word's really something we've to live by, something we've to constantly remind ourselves with, and I was reading the verse and I just felt a certain sort of peace nothing's been able to give me? :)

I woke up slightly earlier than normal - another sign that I'm stressed, mind you, I'm waking up without alarm clocks. So I shall blog considering how I fell asleep last night.

Uh yesterday was just a boring day..my family's back, can't say I've missed them horribly, but ah well. Need to talk to my mum. Don't know how to, don't want to, but need to.

It went sort of like lunch then tried-to-study-but-failed-miserably then physio which reminds me, no bowling for two weeks. Looking to be exempted from rock wall (assessments) too. See how. Mmm then I came home and ...crap what did I do? I didn't succeed in studying, rah did I really not do anything...yeah I didn't. Sad face. Had TLL until 10? Then came back and as usual I didn't do anything :/

Wasted the whole day away yesterday, and it was supposed to be a hardcore mugging day.

[Psalm 46: 1-3,10] God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, even though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; though its waters roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with its swelling. Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!

I still feel unprepared, but like I said, there's a peace that I haven't felt since last night - after the dream. And this just gives me strength, in a way, to keep on going :) it's just one more day, and josephine you can do this simply because God is on your side :)
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3:35 PM


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