Sunday, May 8, 2011
♥ 世上只有妈妈好
So much thoughts I could spill my brains out here ^^ On one hand my dear zebra is just keeping me going :P Okay after I blog I will study bio. Digestives. Kinda understand, just have a lot to memorize. KINDA. Not really as well. And I don't even have notes for pathogens/cells..I don't even know what we're supposed to know ah heck.
I had the strangest thing in the world and okay honestly a) I don't feel safe sharing it here where the one involved might see and b) I kind of feel ashamed of the dream hahaha. Thus I shalt not share it here ^^ I won't tell you even if you asked - refer to b. But I'm just wondering, if you feel the presence of God in a dream, is that then the presence of God? I haven't felt it so strongly in quite some time and it's strange how it happened..
Either way, the dream has given me strength for bio again, given me hope again, given me what I really needed and thus in a way I am glad I slept - although well the sleeping is a sign that I was stressed and didn't want to think so I feel bit guilty for sleeping hehs. It shows I'm stressed - and the message yesterday said that these were temporary so :P oops? But the presence of God in sleep is still the presence of God so it's not temporary anymore ahaha.
Today - or rather yesterday - was quite some day. At the very least, it was tiring. But it was a good day and while I didn't exactly study or anything it was fulfilling in it's own way.
It's mother's day: thank you mummy for all you've done. I've seen all the tears you've shed for us, for our family, seen your pains. You're really the best mum anyone could ever ask for :) In the world. I love you I love you I love you - 笔墨无法形容 :)
After service and everything I went for lunch with the cell and it was fun ^^ Christine you're awesome ahahaha. But I was just wondering - George Yeo - what does it feel like to be foreign minister, and then have everything taken away from you? He's someone amazing, I think. Thoughts on that all over the place!
Spending time with anlynn and yx was great ^^ Sitting on the sidewalks, talking to yx was great ^^ Think I haven't talked properly to you/her/them in quite some time everything's been moving so quickly but it feels good to take a few hours off just to talk like we did before :)
Our discussion did make me think - since when did you not - and I'm just wondering a lot things maybe I don't want to wonder. Gah. Okay. I cannot think about these now.
"Be strong and of good courage": I realize that to "be strong" is not just a promise in the Bible - that the Bible not only promises that we shall have strength in God; instead, to "be strong" is a commandment - by which only shall we be prosperous and good success.
Joshua 1:6-9 Be strong and of good courage, for to this people you shall divide as an inheritance the land which I swore to their fathers to give them. Only be strong and very courageous, that you may observe to do according to all the law which Moses My servant commanded you; do not turn from it to the right hand or to the left, that you may prosper wherever you go. This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.PS. Talking to angel on skype now considering she's the only one awake in turkey it's 12am there..it's 5am here btw hahaha.
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