Wednesday, May 18, 2011
♥ It'll all be okay, just wait and see
I'm just feeling encouraged in the Spirit right now and just so so so happy :) One thing I've realized is if you go around looking for discouragement, then discouragement you shall get; but if you go around looking for encouragement, there's so many places to find it! :) I like one thing she blogged [August 2008]: "discouragement and encouragement always comes in a package (:
when there's discouragement there's always encouragement, but when there's encouragement discouragement will always come again.it's just really about what you choose to value i guess"
Anyway updates updates updates! I shall do the list thing because I simply adore lists :)
- Was so busy chionging out Chinese file yesterday - heck tiring :P Didn't finish it in the end and I slept at 4am.. Gah?
- PRAISE THE LORD I didn't get into trouble for not finishing Chinese! Must be a) the desperate look on my face and b) the fact that I went up to her and went you can book me if you want.
- Chinese lesson itself I was putting myself through mental interrogation and I was just thinking and thinking and thinking but one thing I got from it is that I realize it's all I can do to try my best and let God do the rest - if it's not enough then it's all part of God's plan.
- I BOUGHT A HAMSTER ASDFGHJKL CUTE TTM AHHHH <3 *PEDOS HAMSTER OMGGG*
- Litbio results out today! I don't know what to feel honestly and weeelllllllll partly happy partly disappointed but I'll just keep working harder! Let's go phine let's goooo~
- Book day ooh book day! Love Swan love Priya best best best! Loved my hair HAHAHA check facebook for photos I guess :P Anxing took heckyeah awesome loved our hair. Freaking Mr Tan out with our Sorry we had stomachaches and our Sorry we're lates XD hilariously epic day.
- Joanne said one sentence - "I'm such a failure in life" and that made me so so so sad :( She's only 9, she got 86 for Chinese, and she's ashamed of it..what's this world we live in, can I ask, what type of screwed world is this? Insecure.
- I'm so tired my brain's actually a mess of thoughts right now and for clarity's sake - I love my zebra. Doesn't mean I can't love other things - or people though. I don't know.
- More results tomorrow and I'd be lying to say I wasn't scared but like I said - it's just okay, somehow.
- Making a list isn't exactly clearing things up I've so much to think about!
- Oh I called Ajay and emailed krystle yesterday hahaha it was. Okay. Ish. Idk. Oh the whole Crystal thing is cool. No. Confused. I'm blabbering out the whole contents of my brain - not too good a thing.
- Oh man this is strange I don't even feel anything anymore - they're just all thoughts.
- OKAY I SHALL GO PRAY I AM GETTING NOWHERE.
7:52 AM
