Sunday, May 15, 2011
♥ Give me oil in my lamp keep it burning
Trying to decide if I should do the yilunwen or not. Decided against it. I've no idea how to do it. At all. It's a geog PE lit math bio bowling day, not that I'll be bowling - sniff sniff. I desperately do want to bowl there's nothing else for me to do omg D: I need to do chinese filing though agh dreading that..might ask tanglaoshi for postponing of deadline but I doubt she'll do that..ugh BUT GOD. Need to remember the God factor in my life, especially especially for Chinese XD Sorry but meh Chinese just isn't my best LOL.I'm so hungry but it's like what 1AM my mum will think I'm crazy it's a school day tomorrow..insert sad face lol. I'm hungry! HAHAHA. I need to stop sleeping too. Apparently excessive sleep is a disorder - hypersomia - and it causes lots of scary stuff hahaha. Headaches, diabetes and others..oh oh oh it causes depression hmm maybe that's why I'm like this :P Kidding uhs but ah well I counted if I slept 24 hours in two days that means I wasted ONE WHOLE DAY OF MY WEEKEND so I'm like omg are you kidding me.
Ajay's officially an idiot LOL who replies a message with "are you sure this msg is for me" and I was like disbelief + exasperation + disbelief + disbelief. But it was quite hilarious LOL.
That aside I'm quite burdened by all these I guess? Part of me's like who am I to say anything to them? I mean I'm just some tiny little kid and stuff. But it's something I worry about and I just hope it will be okay in the end, I hope that we will have the strength to keep running and keep shining.
Never thought I'd say I miss you.
God let it all be okay.
9:43 AM
