Sunday, April 24, 2011

There's something about having all your work & a pen you like & a pack of gummy bears & your iPod/youtube in front of you that makes you feel prepared for anything, it makes you feel like you're armed and you can take on the world :) Yup so here I am with all the work I have to do here, a to-do list nicely made, a schedule to follow, and I'm happy :) Despite the fact that it's already 2:57AM I'm not tired. I know more than one person wouldn't be happy to know I'm awake at this time, nor would they be glad to know I intend to sleep at 4-5AM. There's just this feeling that makes all your tiredness disappear - this strange thrill of doing work and completing work..ahh :) Having your work in front of you makes everything so much better - it simplifies life to memorizing a few (or a thousand few) phrases and while that may be the most boring thing on earth (if it's Chinese) it's still relatively simple compared to wondering about the mysteries of life.

305am Okay I give up on Chinese. I shall move onto bio. Then after I give up on that (which I will - no question about that) I shall read the geog book Kenji lent me because it looks interesting and I know I will enjoy it :)

308am and it's only been 3 minutes but it's bio so I shall move on to geog and read geog for the next idk how long then I will move back to Chinese. See how bah but for now let me go ahead and enjoy my geog :D

320am I wish I could see the stars from my room

324am I'm getting tired

326am Forget it I shall blog about today then go to sleep

So in the morning I was thinking my parents wouldn't let me go for service so I was just rolling about in bed being the pig I am when I know I've to do work but I don't want to.. And my mum came and she was like "Why don't you want to go for service?" Then I'm like "Huh what aren't you the one who didn't let me go in the first place?"

So yup in the end I went for service :) And it was good - very good. Wasn't thinking about celine & swan the whole time so it ended up being bit better than yesterday.. But I realize the worship & altar call are both a lot shorter than usual.. Not enough time to really get into the presence of God, but ah never mind :)

Lunch with family at dianxiaoer after! It was good talking was good though my sister said something I have yet to understand :/ But anyway that's besides the point. Then after that came home and ran with Joanne and Jessica though they're both horrible at it hahaha but potassium I need to pass 2.4! Played Wii with Joanne :D

I was feeling horrible after so I slept..and slept..and slept. Yeah then stuff happened la but basically I wasted my time hahaha. Anyway I am not a maplestory addict - there's only this much of whacking monsters one can take :P It does relieve stress though. Hmph.

This easter has given me hope again, and really above all, proved to me that God is good and He is always ever so faithful :) His promises shall come to past, if not yesterday then today, if not today then tomorrow. I have faith in You God I have faith in You.

Rafflesians do not take kindly to losing. I do not take kindly to losing. Matter of fact I hate it...No one gets it. The drive to perform at my best and get nothing but a gold is too overpowering, too great a wish to be ignored or put aside. And thats why I am ashamed of a silver...Expectations, expectations. I hate those.

Found this on his blog after stalking Her and it's just so true I couldn't help but to reblog it.