Sunday, April 3, 2011
♥ Hallucinations
So after last night I'm really not sure if I'm stressed or not but...I'm hallucinating. Seriously -_- either hallucinating or dreaming in a dream which is just weird. Either way, it's weird. Bleh. I feel okay, think I'm okay and all...but my subconscious knows me better than I do. And well, Crystal was just saying yesterday the toll sleeping late has on your body...sigh. In saying this, I do hope I can sleep earlier than I planned tonight. What I need to do tonight:
- Gonghan
- Geog AA - finish it here and there
- QT
- Pack my stuff - IF I HAVE TIME - probably not
I know it doesn't sound like much, but well...it may keep me up until past 1AM. I sincerely sincerely hope not, but at worst I will sleep at 2AM. Not later. My body will suffer. Sigh anyway I shall blog about today later, but for now I shall blog about my dreams/hallucinations, as weird as this is.
I think it's my body's way of releasing all my emotions that I've kept locked up, and I don't know. It's just brought up some of the strangest things. I saw my watch at 6AM, but after that I looked at it again and it was 5:30AM and that's just weird. Seriously. I read Crystal's message at 6AM, but I looked again and I know she didn't sms me at 6AM -_- I read quite a number of stuff that didn't exist. SO WEIRD.
But anyway after looking at all that I know I went back to sleep, and maybe I was sleeping in my dream, and dreaming in my dream. Anyway I dreamt about Chinese, school, and a lot lot lot of other stuff.
It's just been all so weird and now I'm like okay so am I stressed or not stressed. And when I wake up my whole body's always aching, and my elbow today hurt a lot and I don't know why, my eyes felt like I didn't sleep at all..
I'm not ranting/whining, I'm honestly not.
I don't feel the stress anymore.
5:17 AM
