Friday, April 29, 2011
♥ No longer will I forfeit grace
I really should be doing work. Cheers. Isn't that what I always say hahaha. I wish I could be like laura in saying that I'd ban all those sites she's listed out, particularly wordpress/blogger - don't think I could live without you. It's grown to be a relationship between me and my blog, where I can just talk and the grumpy toast will just reply :)
oppression (əˈprɛʃən) — n 1. the act of subjugating by cruelty, force, etc or the state ofbeing subjugated in this way 2. the condition of being afflicted or tormented 3. the condition of having something lying heavily on one's mind,imagination, etc
So now I am being very ... productive, trying to blog and reading my the mysterious benedict society which is quite good a book by the way, trying to study geog but not really cos there's not much to study and I'd compile the notes but I have no idea where they are hehehe and I should be studying bio but honestly...yeah. I'm kinda listening to julie giving sherwynn bs but not really either lol. Idk I've just got so much to do - and I realize after thinking for some time that these things are mainly self-inflicted the only thing I actually need to do is bio/geog - which I'm actually not doing but meh.
I haven't read the salvation bs in some time and I realized these things are really what our lives are based on la. At that point of time I took it so lightly, but if I had followed everything in there, chances are I wouldn't be were I am right now :P
Okay them having bs aside I shall blog about today/yesterday...yesterday was half epic half depressing and last night I was just feeling down and whatever but reading michelle's blog I realized one thing - things are this way and you can either look at it this way or you can look at it another way and today I just want to choose the happy way :D
Like how yesterday was firstly depressing secondly fun hahaha I could choose to say firstly fun and secondly depressing... Uh PM now I'll finish up tonight :P
Back! I swear I'm a chronic procrastinator :( Even to the point of procrastinating thinking. Which is strange. And not very good. Because it leaves me with a lot of unfinished thoughts which leaves me very confused which is bad. Especially for me. Hate being confused.
I really did intend to blog but right now I'm too tired and I still have things to think about but cell was nothing short of great albeit slightly too long thus leaving me really tired - and I finished Mysterious Benedict's Society ^^ Finished two books in two days - might read the last one tonight but probably not. What's there to say - it's the weekend thus by sheer logic I am allowed to spend time reading.
Bio still doesn't look particularly hopeful and considering what happened the last time I tried, I don't want to. Against it. Yes I tried on thursday...sucked I tell you. Sucks.
Can't be bothered to blog about yesterday or today - chronic procrastinator, remember? Mmmf. I'm just so tired and tomorrow's going to be a long day and I dread her return which is bad but that's simply because it will bring about further complications in my life but Julie today has made me think much and I am just ... thinking.
Sisters going off end of this week. Will miss them. Expectations have risen.
Meh.
10:45 PM
