Saturday, April 9, 2011
♥ Letting go of me, holding on to You
Seriously hate my internet connection man...MUST you really crash when I need to do research? :( Okay crap haha don't crash now please please pleaseeee :P
Talk with dad in morning - quite good and lots of stuff I don't feel safe to blog about.
Rushing like mad to do my work & going for tuition & everything else before cell - haha was super stressed before cell had so much to do needed to practice praise and print songsheets and do the stupid research and lots of other stuff and needing to run around the house like mad made me stressed - then trying desperately to find my bio & geog stuff to show Krystle and stuff rawrh. Then trying to get the aorta and whatnot into my brain but apparently DID NOT WORK.
Anyway to say today was long would be a severe understatement - not that it was tiring or whatever, but today has made me think. A lot. And tonight will continue being a long night too lots of things to do, lots of things to think about! [Sleeping eating dreaming bio right? ...bleh lol.] But I enjoy doing work - and now that celine's gotten my blog address she'll be like ugh. Hahaha :D I'm such a good kid right..
Cell was really quite amazing the message hit me hard..about renewing our mindsets and well there's so much I could blog about..but I really do have to think through these things and maybe another day then :) But I've had quite some wrong mindsets - and my main one was a doubtful heart. And maybe a guilty heart. Hehs I've done stuff I'm not proud of, done stuff I haven't gotten over... But today was good and made me think a lot and now I've so much on my mind don't see how there's space for deforestation..oops realized deforestation makes (land) space hmm maybe later the pulmonary valve can fit in.
I give You my heart,
Give You my soul.
Break down the dam God break down the dam :(
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