Wednesday, April 27, 2011
♥ Knowing we will survive
My thoughts are raging now and I'm trying to quell them right now.. Not an entirely bad thing, as we talked about in the conversation yesterday. I really really thank God for all the conversations I've had with people they make it all so worth while :) Here I should insert a quote by laura to make this sound sophisticated and whatnot, but honestly thank you guys :) It's meant a lot, every single conversation we've had, although it all seems so taken for granted, I really do love this. And yes if you're reading this it most likely refers to you :)
I couldn't sleep last night at 2AM but my thoughts were too whoa to do anything about it. Not that they're much better now, but ah well. At least I don't need sleep now - oops I do. Going to sleep after I pray for a bit and do geog I think.. Don't know about do geog honestly honestly can't be bothered but I need to..okay I'm going to change then pray then sleep then do geog. Yep okay. Sounds good.
Like I said so many thoughts - accountability [you really did show me another view point last night]; chinese exam; chinese in general; what my sister said; submission; my newest Her; trusting God; logic; rawrh so much to think about.
Chinese zuowen exam today was scary. Not in the I-hate-Chinese type of scary, but very strangely emotionally scary. When I wrote "bi mo wu fa xing rong de" I meant it. Really. I meant every word I wrote in there, and the compo today has hit me emotionally and it's not something I'd rather blog about right now but instead go sit in my emo little corner and think :P I'm kidding but yeah okay.
Kenji coming later, gotta call a few more people but I'm (kinda) looking forward to it :) Crystal still need to call you! Hahaha too many people to call :P
Anyway even though I said there are so many thoughts in my mind there is one predominant one:
CHINESE IS OVER HECKYEAH.
9:08 PM
