Tuesday, April 12, 2011
♥ Avicennia
So here I was freaking out over geog when I realized no one else bothered memorizing geog. Other than Beatrice Hannah and VC I'm guessing hahah and all the other people in class but as of now um mich rach gabs haven't memorized and well in that case I'm like whoosh bye bye :D Don't think I'll study for English just hoping for the best..
Wasn't planning on blogging today but okay I shall blog b-because..don't know why I'm blogging, but I just want to blog :D Realized my blog hasn't just been a record of my ups and downs, but the grumpy toast has always been with me through these 6 months, and will always continue to be part of me.
If I were a book, this would be it :D And I wouldn't say I'm extremely pleased with how it's turned out, but I'm glad to have been through what I've been through, and it's been a satisfying year in rg.
I started this blog post intending to rant and be all miserable and whatnot. It really hasn't been a good day, but this is what separates joyfulness and happiness. Happiness is an emotion caused by outward circumstances; joyfulness is the inward decision to give praise despite outward circumstances.
I'm joyful right now - thank you oli for what you said, indirectly, it's reminded me to be joyful. Today's honestly been more depressing than not - what with me bowling like ... and our class apparently getting 3 bookings and coming close to a fourth which = dc D: but hahaha.
I was just thinking during contact time: Isn't this year supposed to be better? We're supposed to be more bonded a class, I'm supposed to do better, everything's supposed to be for the better, but it hasn't been for the better. Nothing's been going right.
Reminded of conversation with Krystle: "Stop doing things the same way and expecting different results." Einstein said that. Not in those words, but the gift of paraphrasing is important in compre XD Sorry too much studying gets to your brain, y'know? Anyway it's just so true and maybe it's time to rethink what I've been doing, what we've been doing.
I really did plan to stay up until the "wee hours of the night" omg primary school compos. Maybe that's the way I've been doing things - and maybe that's wrong. Like how when you grip the ball it screws your thumb up, AND your bowling up as well. Not always gain with pain :P Lots of thoughts, lots of stuff, so much to do..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYS!!
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