Monday, March 7, 2011
♥ /yawns.
Tired and blah blah and blah blah and blah blah blah): S'been a long day, physically, mentally and emotionally. Not that I'm doing badly, I'm just tired. So much happened today lol..anyway,
Batam was awesome!
Loves Indonesia, but dang I'm just a failed Indonesian :P
Was late for school (AGAIN) oh crap): Overslept. By a lot. But anyway, Batam reminded me how privileged we Singaporeans are :)
I've a really bad stomachache and a bad cough and blocked nose dayuumm and my whole body is aching.
My thoughts just won't shut up. Then again, what's new? :P
I've decided that I need to stop making plans. I feel uncomfortable without them, and I've grown overdependent on them. I mean, plans are good and all, but without plans I realize I'm unable to trust God and I'll just be like. Shudder. I won't be able to sleep and stuff and I'll just lie awake thinking of things, even if it's the most unimportant thing ever, like if I could make it in time for service or not (on Sunday). I didn't know what time my flight was, so I spent quite some time calculating to the minute even when I didn't have the flight schedule AND I didn't sleep well after that worrying about it.
I realize it's always been fine after that, but yeah well :P As of now it's okay. Argh I feel like puking so bad don't know why really queasy blehh):
5:41 AM
