Sunday, March 27, 2011
♥ We call on You Jesus today
You are using the same metaphor to show soldiers as brutal animals and also to show them as helpless animals (pawns of a larger force), so the ultimate synthesis of meanings would have to be effective before the full impact of the metaphor can be realized.Whoa heck so much work I don't see how I'll be able to sleep before 3AM at least today..and I don't have kickbutt to keep me up. So I shall just count on God to be my caffeine huh. :P I realize I hate working on the computer..seriously sucks man lol. My eyes hurt really badly right now, so it's what, really tempting to just close them and doze off, and yet I know I cannot. I cannot. I can fail every other subject, but I cannot fail Lit. Sighs.
So why is it that when I wrote that, a flicker of doubt continued to pass through my mind? That even if I stayed up until 3AM, I'd still fail Lit.
Meh. At this rate I'm going to start to rant again. See - that's what I was talking about. Once I open my mouth, negative things just start pouring out. Start confessing positively..
Woof. Anyway I came to blog about today, and not about whatever I blogged about above. But if possible, does somebody want to translate that into simple English for me? I think I shall rewrite the poem, which is kinda stupid, but when my atelophobic side kicks in, what can I do?
Today was..okay I guess. I really really love suntec. There's something so amazing about that place, there's something just so anointed about that place. It's like Pastor Phil(?) said - the building's happy because it's finally living its destiny, to be the house of God.
I'm trying to blog in a chronological manner, but it's not working. My brain's fluttering about in all directions. So I'll blog in a strange order, but I hope it'll make sense. Hmm oh xuan pointed out to me that I like to use the word "but", and I really really do. Is it a habit I should change?
I didn't eat lunch today, and it's strange. I just wasn't hungry. I wasn't hungry for dinner either, but I had to eat 'cos I had medicine to take. Which I lost, so I've no idea what to do now, plus my mum's not in town. Meh. And I keep falling sick! I think this year I'm sick 90% of the days, literally. It's like sick-sick-sick-okay. It's stupid. I've taken more mcs these two years than I have in my six years of Primary School. Sure, I used to puke on purpose so I could go home, but still. :)
RS "discussion" was just stupidly brainlessly arghlike. RS is making me stressed too >( I hope the teacher replies us soon. Well, replying us would just give us more work. Don't know if I really want that. So my timeline for the next few days:
Tomorrow - Lit AA due
Tuesday - HistLitMath SA; English AA due
Wednesday - chinese moxie (if I'm unable to postpone it); RS block;
Heck I don't see how I'm going to finish it if I want to sleep at all this week. Pukes.
Thank You God, for the victory You have already given to us(:
7:42 AM
