Thursday, March 17, 2011

I admire all those bowlers there. They've got great...mental strength. That it's amazing.

One day, I'd like to have that mental strength. 'Course, I've decided I'll never be able to bowl a 200+, but then..I want to be able to bowl there and not cry. Okay how do I put this? :P I know I won't be able to, my skills are limited, but I want to be mentally and emotionally capable, at least. That I won't cry when I do badly, that I can be unfazed even when I do badly.

Like cheritta. She can bowl a 190 (which is pretty darn good already), and probably be losing, but in the last game bowl a 290. Like whattt ._. fighting spirit hahaha. Maybe that's just called skill. But I'm not concerned about skill or whatever.

I just want complete control of my emotions.

But I'm not sure that's a good thing.
Not sure at all.

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