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Sunday, March 27, 2011

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I refuse to let myself rant. I'm close to screaming my head off, but nope. I shan't rant. Rhymes.

I was okay yesterday..but today it seems everything's back, just worse. I'll just have to go through challenge after challenge trusting God..

Everything's just jumped up and now I feel so lost so confused..I don't know where I'm going, don't know if I'm doing the right thing.

All my life I've lived for complete control over my emotions, but when I begin to show any sign of emotion, I stop being in control of my emotions. Like just now, why why why did I reject crying so much? Just forcing myself to keep my tears in, closing the door to God, maybe. God, I'm scared. It's so much easier to be hurt again, when I leave my emotions out there, and I'm just afraid I'll be disappointed yet again.

When God when can I trust in You only, and not in my humane strength?

I AM GRUMPY.
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