Friday, January 28, 2011

I'm okay now, I guess. Prayed for quite a bit...and God reminded me of the song Still [hillsong].

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

Mmm. I was really reminded that He's sovereign la. And that the world may be raging outside, everything may be confusing and I don't know what to do, where to go, but with Him, everything is okay. Everything is okay.

I was doubting that in my last post. I doubted His ability again. I was lost, confused. But I realized that I didn't need to be confused.

Not just that everything will be okay, as in on the outside, but more of with Him, nothing mattered anymore. As long as I had Him with me, I'm all right.

I had so many thoughts going on in my head, so much stuff going on around me that I forgot to look to Him, to properly seek His face again. But no matter how confused I am, I realized He'll be there to hug me and to say

"Josephine I love you."

Nothing will ever change that.