Wednesday, December 8, 2010
♥ I'm really sleepy but
I think I should sort my thoughts out for a little while. Wanna post about two things:
1) Sorry about just now (read: argh). I guess I lost my temper - over a little thing. Kinda. Was trying to persuade my parents to let me leave on sunday night so I could go for cell and service...I failed. And then about tomorrow's outing my mum/maid scheduled a dentist appointment at 4PM so I'll have to leave early 8( and I got annoyed because I felt they just didn't understand how important the cell is to me. Well, actually I think they might. Hmm. But they don't approve of it, perhaps. Not sure. All I know is I reeeaaally miss the cell. Aack.
2) School. Next year. Daunting. For a while it has been haunting me: what if next year I screw up? What if, next year I'm just incapable of doing what I wanted to do? What if, next year, I'm unable to reach out to my friends, I'm unable to keep loving, I'm unable to do well? Was wondering what if I couldn't take it anymore.
And talking to yx [again, yes]. And I realized that I must remember why I do these things. Again. I keep forgetting why I do what I do. And yes, I do all these out of love. Love for God; love for people. And as long as I keep loving, God will provide me with strength. I must keep on going 8) I will keep on going 8D
I love God and He loves me.
Dang I'm sleepy.
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1) Sorry about just now (read: argh). I guess I lost my temper - over a little thing. Kinda. Was trying to persuade my parents to let me leave on sunday night so I could go for cell and service...I failed. And then about tomorrow's outing my mum/maid scheduled a dentist appointment at 4PM so I'll have to leave early 8( and I got annoyed because I felt they just didn't understand how important the cell is to me. Well, actually I think they might. Hmm. But they don't approve of it, perhaps. Not sure. All I know is I reeeaaally miss the cell. Aack.
2) School. Next year. Daunting. For a while it has been haunting me: what if next year I screw up? What if, next year I'm just incapable of doing what I wanted to do? What if, next year, I'm unable to reach out to my friends, I'm unable to keep loving, I'm unable to do well? Was wondering what if I couldn't take it anymore.
And talking to yx [again, yes]. And I realized that I must remember why I do these things. Again. I keep forgetting why I do what I do. And yes, I do all these out of love. Love for God; love for people. And as long as I keep loving, God will provide me with strength. I must keep on going 8) I will keep on going 8D
I love God and He loves me.
Dang I'm sleepy.
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9:30 AM
