Friday, November 12, 2010
♥ I'm confused
Today was awesome... But I feel so emotionally unstable... I need to pray, but I'm falling asleep on my feet...arghh!! I need to get up, but I really feel like I can't. It's been such a long tiring day...I'm just so confused with a lot of things. I can't blog like this I really can't. I guess I've to pen my feelings down uh?
1) This-leadership-thing-that's-been-going-on-in-my-head
Keep telling myself I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine! I'm where God wants me to be, no matter what I want...not my will but His be done. And there's the camp and a lot things...I'm just thinking about leadership in general, and my leadership capabilities. Yes - I'll admit it, this was started by selection camp, but not just that, actually. Even camp RE:ACT [which I really must blog about soon] taught me more about leadership...and it's just quite a lot for me.
2) God
Haven't been able to pray in quite some time, been crashing in bed once I get home...and now even though I'm not sleeping yet my brain cannot function anymore...ARGHHH. I need to pray I need to pray I need to pray!! Don't let the T3 unable to pray thing start again please please please...the devil's back again GET LOSTTT. Sob.
3) Fangirl/stalking/crushing/whatnot: ARGH this I can't blog about. I have decided that rabbit doesn't matter as much to me as WU does, but nic is so cool TT TT hahaha seriously this sounds weird. Then there's Y and there's J and a whole long list, but I'd say recently it's nic.
Zzz..falls asleep. Literally. My eyes are unable to open...listerally. Sigh.
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1) This-leadership-thing-that's-been-going-on-in-my-head
Keep telling myself I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine! I'm where God wants me to be, no matter what I want...not my will but His be done. And there's the camp and a lot things...I'm just thinking about leadership in general, and my leadership capabilities. Yes - I'll admit it, this was started by selection camp, but not just that, actually. Even camp RE:ACT [which I really must blog about soon] taught me more about leadership...and it's just quite a lot for me.
2) God
Haven't been able to pray in quite some time, been crashing in bed once I get home...and now even though I'm not sleeping yet my brain cannot function anymore...ARGHHH. I need to pray I need to pray I need to pray!! Don't let the T3 unable to pray thing start again please please please...the devil's back again GET LOSTTT. Sob.
3) Fangirl/stalking/crushing/whatnot: ARGH this I can't blog about. I have decided that rabbit doesn't matter as much to me as WU does, but nic is so cool TT TT hahaha seriously this sounds weird. Then there's Y and there's J and a whole long list, but I'd say recently it's nic.
Zzz..falls asleep. Literally. My eyes are unable to open...listerally. Sigh.
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9:51 AM
