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Monday, November 8, 2010

♥ 2010 Reflections

Tomorrow's the last day of school...I'm not sure how I feel. This whole year has been tiring, difficult, stressful, fun, exciting, but most of all, simply amazing. There are so many incidents I can recall...this year has changed me so much, so so much. I thank this to four things:

1) W445
More than W445, God. I've learnt to draw close to Him, I've learnt to know Him more, and because of Him, I understand what it means to lay my life down for people, to really just to serve them, and to love them. Through W445, I've learnt many other things, and revelations never do stop coming.

I'm amazed by myself. Who would have thought, a year ago, I'd be like this? I used to be different..very different, and I may choose to elaborate on it later in this post.

2) 103'10
RGS is a good school, I've to admit. It's wonderful. For all the stress and the difficulties...I've made friends, talked to people, and grown a lot more. I've had so many memories - good and bad - and I'd love to keep them.

One very memorable thing that helped me grow was a scene during Chemistry. Vivian, you told me one thing, which you probably don't even remember now. "You're such a coward." For days I brooded over this, and realized I was, indeed, a coward. So I worked on it.

Time and time again, 103/RGS/seniors, you've shown me what it means to be a person, what it means to be a servant-leader, what it means to be me.

3) My family
My sisters..parents..everyone, for supporting me.

4) Dr Seuss
Nothing's complete without a bit of nonsense and rhyme from my favorite poet!

And now I'll talk more.
-disclaimer: long post ahead-

@michelle: thanks. Thanks. I don't know what to say, but thank you, michelle, for all the conversations we've had, for understanding me when I feel down, for listening to me when I feel high, for saying the right things at the right times to comfort me.

@sharvani: you were always a great friend, despite your initial dao-ness. At times you seem distant, but you're cool. And I just want you to know that.

@vivian: that chunk's up there already dedicated to you, so nothing more to say.

@caterpillar: thanks for laughing at me without being mean. And for introducing me to wu...and being the best deskie one could ever ask for.

@swan: hahaha you taught me to draw, and you taught me what it means to listen and really care for someone's life, more than your own.

@alza: hahaha you taught me some stuff I don't want to say here.

@sec2s in W445/W535: you taught me to be noisier, to cheer more, and I thank you for that. It's not always a great thing, but because of that, I've grown more outgoing, more outspoken. Definitely.

@krystle: for caring for me and loving me always, thanks :)

@the rest of 103'10/W445/W535: you've made some change in my life, somewhere, somehow. I'd like to thank you for that. [Don't be sad if you're not here lol I still love you]

@大姐:you always seemed to know what's right and what's wrong. You're such a great role model for me...I don't know, but thank you anyway, for teaching me so much about life I'd never learn on my own.

@二姐:as for you, thank you for listening. For sitting there with me, listening me ramble on about my friends, about school, about everything under the son.

@parents: for continuing to support me, for worrying about me that I'd be too stressed...thank you.

I'm looking forward to 2011.
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