Monday, October 4, 2010
♥ Light of the world
I'm terrified over the EYAs, particularly Chinese. And Physics. And geog. I know I shouldn't be, and I keep meditating on the verse "His perfect love casts out fear", and about how God will deliver us from our circumstances.
I know all these. But its what I feel. When I think about the exams, I'll feel...afraid. Logically, I think I can do my English and Lit, but irrationally, I'm scared. I feel unprepared. I don't understand why. The next paper's chinese, which I really hate.
I shouldn't hate chinese. China, I believe, is gonna rise up to do amazing things. In the economy, in Christ. They're gonna be one amazing nation, and I'd like to excel in Chinese. I'd like to do well for the exams.
I guess Krystle summed it up the other day. "What if I can't glorify God with my results? What if they look down on me 'cos of my results?" I know a few people who laugh at me because I'm messy and disorganized. I really don't want to be known for that. I'd like to be known for the girl who's always smiling.
The girl who's the light of the world. The climate-changer. The one to bring smiles onto other's life. I think that's the fruit that I show most? Joy? :D I don't show it much in the cell, but in school I do try. And I guess the one I do worst in is either self-control, or gentleness/meekness :P must pay more attention to it.
Called Alicia today. PSLE in a few days. I enjoyed myself in Nanyang. Kinda preferred it there...simply because of my friends, and my teachers. I miss them. Yusi, Cheryl, Carys, Rachel, Denna, Sisi... I miss Mrs Woo, Mrs Tan, 周老师，Ms Yasmeen...sigh! I wish they'd be here with me.
I was too comfortable in Nanyang. Gotta get out of my comfort zone. In rg I'll be stretched to my limits, I know. Had I gone to nygh, I'd be comfortable in my ring of friends. I'm glad I came to rg. I'm glad.
Here I will be the light of the world, in my character as well as studies. Here I will shine, and touch people's lives. Here I will love others will all my heart.
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I know all these. But its what I feel. When I think about the exams, I'll feel...afraid. Logically, I think I can do my English and Lit, but irrationally, I'm scared. I feel unprepared. I don't understand why. The next paper's chinese, which I really hate.
I shouldn't hate chinese. China, I believe, is gonna rise up to do amazing things. In the economy, in Christ. They're gonna be one amazing nation, and I'd like to excel in Chinese. I'd like to do well for the exams.
I guess Krystle summed it up the other day. "What if I can't glorify God with my results? What if they look down on me 'cos of my results?" I know a few people who laugh at me because I'm messy and disorganized. I really don't want to be known for that. I'd like to be known for the girl who's always smiling.
The girl who's the light of the world. The climate-changer. The one to bring smiles onto other's life. I think that's the fruit that I show most? Joy? :D I don't show it much in the cell, but in school I do try. And I guess the one I do worst in is either self-control, or gentleness/meekness :P must pay more attention to it.
Called Alicia today. PSLE in a few days. I enjoyed myself in Nanyang. Kinda preferred it there...simply because of my friends, and my teachers. I miss them. Yusi, Cheryl, Carys, Rachel, Denna, Sisi... I miss Mrs Woo, Mrs Tan, 周老师，Ms Yasmeen...sigh! I wish they'd be here with me.
I was too comfortable in Nanyang. Gotta get out of my comfort zone. In rg I'll be stretched to my limits, I know. Had I gone to nygh, I'd be comfortable in my ring of friends. I'm glad I came to rg. I'm glad.
Here I will be the light of the world, in my character as well as studies. Here I will shine, and touch people's lives. Here I will love others will all my heart.
Sent via BlackBerry from SingTel!
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