Monday, May 2, 2011
You know what sucks most?
Knowing all this pain is self-inflicted, yet not knowing how to get rid of it; being out of control and yet trying so hard to be in control of being out of control; just wanting to do something but not knowing how to go about doing it.
Mmm need to get rid of the self-offense in my life, need to get rid of a lot of stuff in my life and my brain is just churning I haven't blogged a proper blog post in days - and no this will not be a proper blog post because I am determined to sleep and I am too tired to think and all I want to do right now is to cease thinking, more than that cease feeling, and in doing so just...cease being.
Okay never mind ignore that kthxbai.
9:22 AM