Thursday, September 30, 2010
I've been reading so many blogs~kinda makes me feel sad, I don't know why! I feel like my writing sucks. What's the point of this blog? I don't know really. Sigh! Whatever man. Just keep doing my own thing and "be like a cat" -quote celine-
Today was bleaaah-y. EYA paper one, and not fun at all. English wasn't even easy. And well, Chinese was...what else can Chinese be, other than horrible? I should have more faith, I should have more faith. At least I don't think I failed it. Praying (REALLY HARD) for a 3.2 for this! Or even 3.6! So I can get chinese overall 3.2. God's plan for me - if He wants me to get it I will. I blanked out during Chinese though. Think I wrote something wrong - that perfectionism is a good thing, which I can easily explain in English, cos you keep on striving for the best and only the best, thus you will be greater than the others. "Aim for the stars and you'll reach the moon." Yep, that's what I feel. But I don't know how to explain it in Chinese. Note to self: ask mich. Mich if you see this remind me.
Then orthodontist. Changed braces. Quite like the color now, but I can't wait to get these wires off my teeth so I get to eat my apples. {By the way, apples help to destress.} Ooh before that I spent time with Fox and Mer. <3 the SSSF, just because. Its offered me friendship, and that's what I really need :) so thank you, agents.
Then I got home, did QT [which wasn't exactly fantastic but never mind. I think I was rushing it :( ] sigh. Then I napped, and then anlynn called, then dinner, then sleep again. I feel piggish. Gosh~goodnight.
PS. I just read YG: about a head rolling off the shoulders...sleeping in my dad's room cos I'm scared now. Pssh, I'm super cowardly.
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Today was bleaaah-y. EYA paper one, and not fun at all. English wasn't even easy. And well, Chinese was...what else can Chinese be, other than horrible? I should have more faith, I should have more faith. At least I don't think I failed it. Praying (REALLY HARD) for a 3.2 for this! Or even 3.6! So I can get chinese overall 3.2. God's plan for me - if He wants me to get it I will. I blanked out during Chinese though. Think I wrote something wrong - that perfectionism is a good thing, which I can easily explain in English, cos you keep on striving for the best and only the best, thus you will be greater than the others. "Aim for the stars and you'll reach the moon." Yep, that's what I feel. But I don't know how to explain it in Chinese. Note to self: ask mich. Mich if you see this remind me.
Then orthodontist. Changed braces. Quite like the color now, but I can't wait to get these wires off my teeth so I get to eat my apples. {By the way, apples help to destress.} Ooh before that I spent time with Fox and Mer. <3 the SSSF, just because. Its offered me friendship, and that's what I really need :) so thank you, agents.
Then I got home, did QT [which wasn't exactly fantastic but never mind. I think I was rushing it :( ] sigh. Then I napped, and then anlynn called, then dinner, then sleep again. I feel piggish. Gosh~goodnight.
PS. I just read YG: about a head rolling off the shoulders...sleeping in my dad's room cos I'm scared now. Pssh, I'm super cowardly.
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